:::another chapter

Monday, July 31, 2006

these silent walls seems to be talking
putting thoughts in my head
too much time on my hands
i should be walking

walking away from the distractions
walking right back on track
walking away from things that cause too much hurt
walking forward, never looking back

sometimes i stop an ponder
is this all worth it?
sometimes i really wonder
why put in so much effort?

its easy to stay happy
well for me at least
keep occupied, lots of stuff to do
big smile on my face
that's easy too

if only things were that simple
i'd be the happiest girl around

u see.. i make it seem so easy
everything seems effortless
it's like a duck in deep waters
Jesus, only u'll understand me..

things are never ever what they seem to be, both good and bad..

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Saturday, July 29, 2006

Ben & Jerry's Scooper's Party

it was kinda like prom.. just less formal and with crazier pple..
was great to see the whole B&J family.. well most of it.. cant believe TK closed all teh shops early for this party!

best bits:

taking lots of random photos
uncle weetiong's birthday suprise! man tt big kid turned emo..
TK saying over the mic: "Francis, stop being gay la!" tt was the best line tt night.. zhimei and i burst out laughing till our tummy hurts!
edmund's song!

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mE!

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us at dinner!

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indy!

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me cass and the chicken wing!

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me, the squirrel and the princess of the broom

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the director of fun, wee tiong's birthday! getting a big fat kiss from edmund and jia yan!

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us and jolene

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big smiles and lovely kisses

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muah!

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best babes

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the cathay family!

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cathay scoopies! charlene, len, angel and zhimei!

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the very happy owner: TK!

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me and my belly!

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Friday, July 28, 2006

kboxing with ffloosh

i was late.. and they had already started.. so i had to find the kbox place myself.. thought i was gonna get lost.. but nope!

it looked a tad bit sleazy.. all kbox place somwhow do.. then the guy at the reception lead me in.. i felt tt i was being tricked or something.. cuz the path in was so long and there seemed to be rooms everywhere.. it was rather dim, dodgy and dingy.. i tried peering into the rooms but they were all so dark.. then finally greeted by familiar faces and loud chinese crooning.. for a moment i thought i was teleported to china.. and before i could settle down they threw the mike at me and made me sing one of the only chinese songs i knew.. which was wu ding.. i think i sucked pretty bad..but after tt it was just song after song.. im suprised my og can sing pretty darn well! they were all like closet experts k-boxers!

chinese songs overload caused me to occassionally drif away into my own world.. which isnt tt good at that point due to prior knowledge of things i didnt wanted to know.. so yea.. was like in between thoughts and reality.. but it was fun in all.. chinese mtv are funny.. and all the songs are so so so emo!

dinner at marche later.. would have been better if we got 1 table instead of having to split.. but was good in all..was quite a hilarious day after all.. despite the sad stuff..

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flooshers at k-box! tt's 20 pple in 1 room! massive crooning overload.

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me scott charmain and tingyi

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justin took time out from camp and came! yay! this kid has a really nice voice.. now now.. dun let ur head get too big! :P

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the kbox king and queen, charmain and tingyi.. this pair seriously can sing.. and pretty darn well too!

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engrossed..

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happy flooshers!

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kenneth.. who's completely engrossed with the screen..

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secret talks over dinner?

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more outded photos..

crazy night with indy, len and zm! no manager so we went nuts!

and i cant belive the big guy's only 16! gosh.. u should be older!

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crazy french-indian dude indy! love him!

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lennie me and indy!

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raH!

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princess of the broom got bored.. maybe she misses her husband fraaaa.. haha!

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the big guy indy!

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peek-a-boo!

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lennie

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love this shoT!

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muah!

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Wednesday, July 26, 2006

the first unofficial ffloosh outing

tOns of embarrassing moments..
like knocking over a stack of flyers twice or thrice, and then looking aournd suspiciously for a hidden camera thinking it's Gotcha..
plus the tendency to stand around random places or stop haldway just to talk.. which i still dun get why..

dinner at foof republic then coffee.. lots of laughter and points for lame jokes.. hilarious..

i loved it!

* for those who still dunno what Ffloosh stands for it's our Friends-for-life-oosh group!

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rahH!

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why is everything else blurred except erwin?!

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embarrassed!

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shannon from republic of Hae

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the group..

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signature eating pose..

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banaNah looks scary!!

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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

disillusioned..

physically drained, mentally shaken
emotionally derranged, spiritually awaken

my eyes have been opened
looking at things i dont wanna see
yes i know shit happens
but u cant assume that it'll always be

i find it so difficult
to accept the fact that things are made ugly by people
it's dishearteneing,
whatever happened to forgive and forget?!

the thin line has been blurred
between surface and depth
my simple mind thought it was over
but it had only begun

it crashes your world,
to know what's beneath
it hurts u, angers u,
saddens u and plays with your mind

i wanna stop it all
wished i never knew
but like what Jesus said,
"every man will eventually fail you"

i learnt it the hard way
i didnt mean to isolate u
i thought things can go a different way
till now i still cant figure why i told u

cant stop the way people function
even though it's just utterly sickly inhuman
right now im too tired to elaborate
too sick and tired to think..

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the not so suprise..

im suprised i managed to drag myslef out of bed for 830 service on sunday morning.. was so super tired.. and even though it seemed like i was dozing off i actually caught quite a bit of what was preeched.. and today it all made sense.. but tt's another story..

so headed down to kelly's with sebas after my happy meal breakfast for the suprise lunch.. turns out to be not that much of a suprise.. never know why suprises always don't turn out as planned.. but we had a great time nonetheless..

kelly.. did u see the new addition to your window?! i love the markers by the way! where did u get them from?!

jon: Happy Birthday!!!! another year added to our long road ahead.. u're awsome to have around.. never fail to make me laugh.. dont be so absent minded anymore k?! "oh no.. i think i lost my wallet?!" hehe.. hope u liked your mini suprise.. love ya dear..

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